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Post Tour Update #1
New York, NY.
The Trek was 3,500 miles and lasted 105 days.
With rest days factored in, I averaged about 40 miles per day.
Flat tires, 1
Broken chain, 1
Broken spokes, 3
Highest elevation: 11,200, Monarch Pass, Colorado
Longest ride: 94 miles, western Kansas
Most difficult rides:
Hayters Gap, Virginia and Monarch Pass, Colorado. Both were physically tough climbs, Hayters Gap a four-mile, 4,000-foot Blue Ridge ascent at grades close to 15% at times; and Monarch Pass an epic 5,000-foot climb to 11,300-feet elevation at 8% grade for 25 miles.
Of note are Colorado's busy, shoulderless, and winding mountain roads which presented the most difficult overall riding in the country.
The Mojave desert presented challenges because of the heat. I had to stop riding and hop a shuttle on one 111-degree day near Death Valley.
Appalachia with its many climbs was tough throughout. Virginia and Kentucky roads were difficult. They were many steep hills, few flat roads, and narrow road shoulders. Kentucky, like no other state, was also plagued by an abundance of chasing dogs. The Ozarks came with their own set of arduous climbs and summer humidity.
The last two weeks I've been resting, but the images and impressions of the last days of the trek through California are still with me. I pedaled through Hollywood, Beverly Hills, and to the ocean at Santa Monica. I pedaled past the Hollywood sign on the hill, past the stars on the sidewalk along Hollywood Boulevard, past the famous hand prints at Grauman's Chinese Theater, and past manicured parks and lawns of Beverly Hills. At Santa Monica, when the Pacific Ocean came into view, I stood on the boardwalk staring out at it for a while. I took a bike trail south, through Venice Beach, and along the ocean at Marina del Ray, Playa del Ray, and then inland to a motel at El Segundo. I emptied the panniers and disposed of whatever I could in preparation to fly to New York. I flew home from Los Angeles airport the following day, landing at La Guardia Airport and taking a bus and cab home, the end of the trek.
Since then I've been recuperating. I didn't realize how fatigued I was from the summer of pedaling until I was home. It was as if the miles caught up to me when I stopped. And now that the trip is complete, the task of summing it up fully in words seems impossible.
It has taken some time to get used to normal routines again. Things such as setting up a tent at night, pedaling away from a motel or campsite each morning, filling water bottles, reading maps, had become habits of behavior. I walk the streets of New York feeling satisfied about the summer fulfilled, relieved that I made it across the 3,500 miles.
It's relatively peaceful here after being on the road for three and a half months, especially walking in mornings or evenings on the quieter streets, like on Rutherford Place along Stuyvesant park, a park tucked away by large churches and a patch of tall oaks. Hidden from the crowds the small park offers relative sanctuary of calm in the city. When I walk there it's past a cathedral-like Episcopal church, a stately and simple Quaker meeting house, a modern Orthodox Catholic church in modern architecture, and a Jewish synagogue in a converted brownstone.
Gray squirrels live among the trees in the park. People feed them nuts and peanuts. Also pigeons, mourning doves, English sparrows, starlings, cardinals, blue jays, crows, red-tailed hawks, red-headed woodpeckers. I once saw a wild turkey at Battery park, and sometimes I can watch a red-tailed hawk prey on squirrels in the Oval at Stuyvesant Town. Several times I've watched it perch on air conditioners on tenth and eleventh floor windows. Last year a coyote was captured in Central park, baffling game officials as to where and how the animal crossed unto the island.
There is a buffer of vegetation skirting the streets that helps keep Stuyvesant park relatively peaceful. In the park thoughts are lighter and people are relaxed or engaged in levity. Occassionally an acoustic band with violin, banjo, bass and guitar sets up and plays. People toss frisbees and footballs, some lay in the sun or read a book, and dogs occassionally chase around. On the wooden benches, painted green, people read, converse, take lunch, smoke, or nap. Within a block of the park are streets of restaurants and diners. Chinese, Mexican, Thai, Italian, Japanese, and a couple of nondescript ones. A favorite is a diner called Joe Juniors Restaurant and Coffee Shop which serves the best fried egg and sausage breakfast in the neighborhood. Eggs over easy and pork sausage sliced down the middle and homefries laced with onions and green peppers, prepared to perfection by the Mexican cook. Because of the quality of the breakfast, with eggs carefully fried, sausage done perfectly, and even the toast which comes already buttered, I've said the cook is a high chef. I always shout out "gracias, muy bueno" to the chef as we leave. These are the old routines and familiar places.
Any of the bicycling pains I endured along the way have by now subsided. There were the knee pains in hilly Virginia. The quadricep pains throughout the Appalachians. The hand pain and numbness which flared up on the high-mileage days through Kansas. A few bouts of heat-induced weakness in arid Utah and in the Mojave desert in Nevada. And an ongoing numbness and soreness in the feet. All have passed except for the weight of a deep down tiredness that continues to linger. I stayed healthy otherwise throughout the trip, other than the time I was briefly ill in wild Colorado. It happened at the base of Monarch Pass, where some bad water I drank made me ill for a couple of hours there on the roadside. It was an unfortunate and inhospitable place to be ill, at the foot of the highest and longest climb of the trek. Luckily, a half mile up the road I came upon a campground. It was down off the road among pines and cactus in a desert gulch, and it had a small store and a bathroom. There I took an hour to recover and get rehydrated for the climb up the 11,300-foot pass. After riding in such dry and desolate surroundings there in the Rockies, the cooler of cold drinks in the tiny store grabbed my attention. I wanted, needed, two large Gatorades, but thought better of it for my budget and instead grabbed one bottle and took it to the counter. Then the woman behind the counter, quite unexpectedly, offered me a second large bottle, free of charge, explaining that it had been discovered just moments before to be slightly wet from a tiny leak. "You might as well have it," she said. I graciously accepted it and relaxed on a porch to slowly drink the two large bottles -- on yellow and one green. When I felt better I pedaled up and over Monarch Pass.
From what I saw in my travels it would seem America truly is in recession, or at best -- transition. I saw stores and commercial enterprises of all types closed and abandoned all across the land, from New Jersey to California. It was particularly evident in Kentucky and Kansas, where it seemed entire towns had packed up and left. On the cycling maps I used to navigate the trek, the motel and store listings were hopelessly outdated, in many cases with only disconnected telephone numbers and empty store fronts where businesses once operated. I was in several towns which were in their last throes of existence. In Kentucky there was Elkhorn City and Lookout. In Missouri it was Ash Grove and Golden City. In Utah and Kansas nearly every town was tinged by the blight. In Colorado there were towns such as Eads which retain a grocery, bar, motel and post office, and not much else. For California it was Yerba, where among a gauntlet of closed down storefronts falling into decrepitude, the streets are buckled and pot-holed, seemingly never to be repaired.
Some small towns and cities were thriving, like Charlottesville, Virginia -- Springfield and Farmington, Missouri -- Hutchison, Kansas -- Pueblo, Colorado -- St. George, Utah -- Bardstown and Berea, Kentucky -- and Las Vegas. In the east, from New Jersey to Virginia, things seemed relatively better off. And in California the cities surrounding Los Angeles appeared as thriving. Still, even as recession is evident there is vitality in America, people are vacationing, working, building, traveling, and doing all the things that make it the vibrant nation it is.
Churches figured prominently on the trip. Places of worship were everywhere and I had interactions in many. Among the churches and people I encountered along the trip were Southern Baptists, Orthodox and Roman catholics, United Methodists, Lutherans, Mormons, Quakers, Amish, Episcopalians, Mennonites, Pentecostals, Jews, Muslims, Buddhists and Hindus, all scattered across the country. Some of the European cyclists I met expressed surprise by the ubiquity of religious expression in America. A plethora of churches, signs, billboards, and bumper stickers represents disparate faiths across the country. Religious symbols decorate the roadside scenes from coast to coast. Three crosses on a Virginia hillside, a statue of Mother Mary on a Kentucky lawn, a small Hindu shrine in the lobby of a Kansas motel, an exotic Buddhist temple in California. I stayed nights in Episcopal, United Methodist, Baptist and Lutheran churches, and once in a Christian hostel. Once I slept beside the altar in the sanctuary of a church for the plushly carpeted floor. On a few occassions when necessary along the trek I stopped to avail myself of church lawns (to rest), awnings (to stay dry or have shade), or water spigots (to refill water bottles). Sometimes a church would be open and I would use the restroom or relax in the shade of the sanctuary for a few moments. At one church in Kentucky there was a full kitchen stocked with food and drink for cyclists. There was no pastor or caretaker there, only a sign permitting cyclists to "make yourself at home." I cooked up a few cans of beans and spaghetti, then slept on the floor, along with two other cyclists who arrived later that evening. In Virginia I stayed on historic grounds at Yorktown in an old house of the Episcopal church. It was stocked with food and had a laundry and full bathroom. I cooked myself a large hamburger meal at a Lutheran church in Kansas where I stayed a night alone. At a Baptist church in eastern Kentucky I cooked up green beens and ravioli in the kitchen, washed laundry, showered, and slept on a mattress on the floor. The pastor showed me a short cut into Illinois. I attended Sunday services once, at a non-denominational Christian church in Happy Landing, Kentucky. It was a small church at an otherwise empty intersection in the rural hills. I happened to ride past the church as morning services were starting and decided to join.
I met several evangelists and preachers on the trip, usually on the roadside, sometimes outside of a church. As such, along the trek I was prayer for, had hands layed upon me, and once on a back road in Kentucky a traveling evangelist spoke in tongues while blessing my trek. There were spiritual exchanges and interactions with memorable personalities such as Ray the Boardwalk Rasputin and Richard the pastor on the New Jersey shore, Lightbulb the McDonalds worker in Virginia, Jeff the walking preacher in Kentucky, Matt the mountain bike preacher in Colorado, and Elmer the bottle tree artist in California.
Foremost, thanks to the long list of those who supported the tour in one way or another. You gave donations, advice, gear, and support which were vital. To Banjo Brothers there is much gratitude for donating panniers, handlebar bag, and saddle bag, for the trek. Everyone who generously contributed to the $1,250 collected for the American Brain Tumor Association can be proud of the substantial donation we raised. Your show of support and donations were monumental, the highlight of the tour. Many donated behind the scenes, significantly helping to fund expenses on the road, providing lodging, meals, flight tickets, bike repairs, gear, and cash. There were generous souls who put money in my hand, and generous souls who sent checks, substantial offerings, in a show of support appreciated beyond measure.
Until later...
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Day 105: The End
Santa Monica, California.I completed the Life's Too Short Tour today, on Saturday, September 5, reaching the Pacific Ocean after riding a bicycle for 105 days from New York City to Santa Monica, California.
A memorial to my cousin Rich, who passed in April, starting on May 20 I rode my bicycle, the 1984 Trek 520 which bore the nickname Old Blue, about 3,500 miles through New York, New Jersey, Delaware, Virginia, Kentucky, Illinois, Missouri, Kansas, Colorado, Utah, Arizona, Nevada and California.
I'll fly home to New York now, and when I arrive I'll make another post to this blog. Until then I'll be thinking about this journey and what it has meant, and about the people who supported me, and about all that is to be remembered. For now let me give thanks to all of you. It's been one heck of a ride!
THANK YOU
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Day 104: The Final Ride
I left Victorville, Ca. in the early morning and began the trek out of the desert and into the valley where Los Angeles awaits. Through the mountains at Cajon Pass the roads converged singularly into the interstate, where a sign forbade me and the 520 to enter, and so I hitched a ride with a truck through the pass. The driver, named Basilio, welcomed me out of the Mojave and dropped me off a few miles later, at Ontario, Ca., and then I biked west through several towns until taking a room in a motel at La Puente.
Tomorrow I ride the final 35 miles of the Life's Too Short Tour, through downtown Los Angeles, Hollywood, Beverly Hills, and finally the pier at Santa Monica, where lands runs out, the Pacific Ocean.
Sitting here in this motel tonight, with the 520 at my side, I am at a loss to identify what it is I feel. I am eager to be done. I will pedal tomorrow to the ocean, and sit at the edge for a while and stare west, the only direction I've known for months. There is still a lot to say about the summer of 2009, about the days we said goodbye to Rich. The sun will rise one more day on the Life's Too Short Tour, and then I will watch it sink beyond the horizon, and it will be done.until then...
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Days 101 to 103: In the Mojave Sun
Victorville, Ca.I've been pedaling through the Mojave Desert for a week. The Mojave is a near-barren expanse sparsely dotted with desert flora, flanked on the horizons by mountains that are treeless and rocky, and baked in sunrays so intense as to make the air seem molten, heavy, thick. I start off early each morning before the sun is too intense, pedaling down the road by 7:30 a.m., and by 2 p.m. the heat feels dangerous, all encompassing, searing down from the sky and glowing off the ground, as if the entire desert floor itself is an ember. Since crossing the border into California I made distances of 40, 50, 60 and 45 miles successively, riding on Interstate 15 through Baker and Barstow, and on Route 66 through Helendale, Oro Grande, and into Victorville. The interstate rides were astonishingly fast and smooth, on a wide shoulder, over gradual climbs, and down long and swift descents. Route 66, the once-celebrated Mother Road of American lore and song, was in disrepair; rough, shoulderless and slow.
In Baker, after an incredibly long downhill zoom, about 20 miles of top-gear sprinting, I scoped out the three motels in town, and took a room at Wills Fargo Motel, which was old and run down, but clean and had a decent swimming pool which I lounged in for a while. Baker can't be called a town, but a strip of fast food joints, gas stations and motels, at the intersection of Interstate 15 and Route 127, which leads into Death Valley. A sign at Baker bills the place as the "gateway to Death Valley." I took photos of the town's main attraction, although it didn't appear to be attracting anyone, which is hailed as the world's tallest thermometer. The roadside curiousity is 134 feet tall, symbolic of the highest temperature recorded in North America, 134 degrees at nearby Death Valley in 1913. The thermometer is not really a thermometer at all, but a concrete tower with digital displays on that of a bank. The afternoon I was there it read 104 degrees.
I made it to Barstow the next day, still riding on a broken rear spoke, and hoping to have it fixed there. But the cycle shop in town was too busy to make the repair that day, and so I had to decide to ride ahead one more day on the wobbly rear wheel.
Barstow is a strange little town. There is a mix of military folks from a nearby Army post, traveling motorists as evidenced by the plethora of motels, and a few vagrants brought in by the crossroads of railroads which converge there. The town celebrates Route 66, which is the main street through Barstow. In the morning I rode along Route 66 through the desert enroute to Victorville, on the edge of the Mojave Desert. It was rough and broken up, and so I had to procede slowly along the old road. The road passed by a number of roadside ruins, ancient motels and gas stations long closed and forgotten in decrepitude. There is no decrepitude like that in the desert, where crumbling structures bake in the heat, seemingly in lament for the passage of time and bygone eras. There is roadside litter all along the road.
I came upon a curious site in Oro Grande, a fenced in yard of eccentric art work, bottles hung on metals poles in a menagerie of abstraction that was at once odd, interesting, and beautiful. I entered the gate and looked around, feeling esconced in some kind of a handmade wonderland. A white-bearded man appeared from a small house beside the artwork and explained that he was the artist, and that the place was called the Bottle Tree Ranch. It was a passion that gripped him ten years ago, a creative obsession, in which he would weld together poles and pegs to hold glass bottles to glitter in the sun. I spent an hour perusing the gallery of strange objects and conversing with the man named Elmer. When I left Elmer, I found my way to Victorville where I visited the Route 66 museum, and afterward happened to ride past a bicycle shop. I stopped at the shop and had the broken spoke repaired, then continued along to a motel.
Today I must figure out how to proceed into Los Angeles. There are several options and I may have to ride the highway again to make it through mountains east of the city. I am merely two days from the ocean. There is much more to describe, but I am focused on making it to Los Angeles and not taking time to contemplate. I hope to find a place in the next few days to stop and take the time to write. The end of the trek is in sight, and the end of summer is at hand. Just a few more miles and America will have been traversed.
until later...
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Day 100: Into California
I made it to California.Yesterday I rode 40 miles from Las Vegas to Primm, Nevada, on the California border. I took a hotel room at Primm, for a ridiculously low $13 at Whiskey Pete's Casino and Hotel, which is just yards from the California border. I can see the Golden State from my hotel room window. Leaving Las Vegas I started riding early in the morning and so heat was not an issue throughout the day. The ride on Interstate 15 was easy and flat through low desert dotted with Joshua trees and cactus. It was a desert valley skirted on either side by bare and jagged mountains. Traffic rushed beside me, but I was safe on the highway's wide shoulder. Haze from the smoke of the wildfires raging in California was visible throughout the valley. I was breathing the smoke in, no doubt, but then again I've been inhaling vehicles' exhaust for three months now. I'll be riding directly at the fires in the next few days. It's just another obstacle to overcome, one of many I faced this summer.
Today I will ride to Baker, California, about 50 miles away. Unfortunately, as I was finishing up yesterday's ride another spoke broke. Once again it is a spoke on the drive side of the rear wheel, and so I can't make the repair myself because I don't have a special wrench for removing the rear gear cassette. I have no choice but to ride for the next two days on the broken spoke, until I can reach Barstow for the nearest bike shop. The rear wheel is wobbling out of true, but I must push ahead nonetheless. I'll try tightening up the spokes around the broken one to keep the wheel as true as possible. I rode on a broken spoke for 70 miles through Utah, and now I'll have to do it again.As a precaution, in case the rear wheel spoke problem compounds during today's ride, I'll bring a magic marker and a piece of cardboard on which I can make a sign to solicit a ride to Barstow.
I can finish the trek in about five days. There are 250 miles to the Pacific Ocean, and I plan to ride about 50 miles each day. I won't be camping anymore, so in order to lighten the load on the rear wheel I may ditch the tent and sleeping bag here in Primm. From here on out it's a bare bones sprint to the ocean.
until later...
The Final Leg
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Day 99: Leaving Las Vegas
Las Vegas, Nevada.In the morning, after a night at the Holiday Inn provided by CFC Stephen, and after a big hotel breakfast of scrambled eggs, bisquits and gravy, fruit, juice and toast, I noticed another broken spoke on the 520's rear wheel. It was a spoke on the drive side of the rear wheel, where spokes are shorter and in which a special wrench is required to loosen the gear cassette to make the repair. I had no tool for such a job, and so it was clear that I would have to find a bicycle shop in town, and ride there on a wobbly rear wheel.
I headed into the city and went into a hotel to inquire about reserving a room, since I would need to stay another night in Las Vegas now that the repair was needed. I headed to the El Cortez Hotel in Downtown, because it offered $10 rooms. Wary of leaving the 520 locked up on the street, I brought it into the hotel lobby with me, and approached the desk. The receptionist said it was too early to reserve a room, and warned "you'd better get that bike out of here before security sees it." "Really?" I asked. "It's my luggage."
I ambled along Fremont Street and found an outdoor cafe that had free WiFi. I parked the 520 along the rail of the cafe's outdoor seating area, purchased a drink, and logged online to begin a search for bike shops in Las Vegas. I found one, called it, and the mechanic explained that he was too busy to make he spoke repair himself, but that he would loosen the cassette (with the special wrench) and give me a spoke to fit, although I'd have to do the actual repair work myself. I pondered the scenario. I'd be sitting on some bench, somewhere in Las Vegas, working to make the repair myself and hoping all went as it was supposed to. It seemed like a potential quagmire, and so I decided to continue the online search for another bike shop.Just then a security guard, in official hotel regalia and badge, approached the 520, eyeing it like it might be a terrorist's bomb, and asked aloud, "does this belong to anyone here?""Yes, it's mine," I confessed."Well, you've got to move it," she ordered. "It's against our policy.""What is?" I asked, not in defiance but only in surprise."Sir, you'll have to move it, now.""Ok, ok."I was startled when a man next to me, a New Jersian whom I had briefly conversed with earlier, spoke up in my defense. "What's the big deal, this guy rode this thing all the way from New York, for a cause, geez," he spouted off in a greasy north Jersey accent. "What the hell is it hurting just sitting there?""It's policy," she insisted. "Move it."I packed up my laptop, gulped down my drink, and retrieved the 520 from the rail and walked down Fremont Street with the bike at my side. "Good luck buddy, sorry about that, these casino people hate everything," the New Jersey guy said.
I pedaled down Las Vegas Boulevard to a McDonalds for the WiFi, found another bike shop, quite far away, and was relieved to hear that they could indeed make the repair for me that day. I mounted up again, and pedaled the several miles out of town toward the shop called Bike King. When I finally made there an hour and half later I handed the 520 over to a mechanic named Ron, who replaced the spoke, and also changed the rear tire with my spare. The Continental Ultra Gator Skin tires, rated for 3,000 miles, have begun to wear and shred, especially the rear which bears the brunt of weight, and so it was prudent to say goodbye to the trusty tire.
I mentioned to Ron the tension I had encountered this day on the bike, and he said is seemed "the city hates bikes, especially on The Strip, in Las Vegas you're better off riding on the sidewalk." When Ron had completed the repairs he said, "it's ready to hit the road, no charge, it's bikes that we like and it's not always about the money." His gesture was encouraging, especially after the discrimination Sin City had dealt.
On recommendation of a man at a pizza shop where I ate lunch, I headed to a hotel and casino on the western outskirts of town called Silverton Hotel and Casino. The hotel has an outdoorsy theme, with hunting lodge decor and mounted big game animal heads in the lobby. I took a room, wandered through the casino for a few minutes, and ate at the buffet. At Silverton, a massive compound surrounded and isolated from town by moat-like highways, one almost feels captive, certainly confined. You can wander around in a trance induced by the whirring slot machines, suspended in a purgatory-of-sorts, with each crank of the slots a genuine long shot.
Heading to Jean, Nevada tomorrow I'll be in the empty Mojave Desert. I'll depart early to avoid the high heat of the afternoon. Of the three motels in Jean, online reviews deem each of them as unsavory. But in such places I remind myself that even the worst motel is better than the tent. I hope not to spend another night in the tent, but I'm still cargoing it just in case. Weather reports called for about 103-degree temperatures for the ride to Jean. I'll bring plenty of water with me. I'll take care to maintain the mental focus I may need if the desert gets tough.
There are wildfires directly west in California. A haze of smoke is visible here in Las Vegas. It will be a few days before I reach the burning areas, which I expect will be calmed by then. The itinerary is Jean, Baker, and then into Barstow. From there I must forge a route to the Pacific Ocean, perhaps to Santa Monica, or maybe a bit farther north. It is hard to discern how to feel about the impending end of the trip. It will be many things, all at once. This won't be the end of the long bike treks. Eventually, I will continue on.
until later...
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Day 98: Las Vegas
Mesquite, Nevada.
I crossed the border of two states today, Arizona and Nevada, in smoldering 105 degree desert heat. The ride on Interstate 15 went well, but the heat did take a toll toward the end of the 45-mile ride. With five miles left to go I began to feel the first effects of heat exhaution, cold chills and diminished perspiration, and plodded into town on my last legs. Tomorrow is fore casted to be 111 degrees.
Mesquite consists of a few casino compounds and motels, a few homes and support businesses, but not much else. This is the Mojave desert. Mesquite is an oasis where amid the searing heat there are cacti and palm trees. Indians lived in the oasis for thousands of years, then Mormons settled it, and now the casinos. The hotels offer extraordinarily low room rates, expecting you to blow a wad of cash in their gaming casinos. I coasted around the small town once, got a haircut, and prepared to make the distance to Las Vegas.
Las Vegas, Nevada
I've been in Las Vegas for two days now. I am deciding tonight whether to stay one more day, or to head west the 40 miles to the California border, where I would take a room in a motel in the desert outpost of Primm, Nevada.
Getting here was tricky. The day I was to ride from Mesquite to Las Vegas the heat soared to 111 degrees, as fore casted. It was hot enough that the sun-heated brake levers nearly burned my hands. I could smell heated rubber of the tires as they were melting. I could feel the heat in my nose just like stepping into a dry sauna. It was 80 miles to Las Vegas, through nothing but smoldering desert. Unsafe to make the ride in the heatwave, I hopped a shuttle van to for an hour and half ride though the scorching Mojave.
Arriving in Las Vegas was interesting. I pedaled onto Las Vegas Boulevard, along The Strip, and into Downtown. Immediately the facade of the place was apparent, just as if I had pedaled into Disney World. Everything is fake, and yet the fakeness is the reality embraced and expected, it's fantasy land. Gaudy casinos and hotels hold sway over the boulevard, with strip clubs, wedding chapels and fast food joints rounding out the scene.
I took a room at Plaza Hotel and Casino on Fremont Street in Downtown. This is the old section of the city, with a strip of 40-year old casinos and hotels all lined up along Fremont Street, where a several-block long outdoor mall, enclosed overhead by a tunnel-like roof, is called the Fremont Experience. Video images are projected on the ceiling of the mall at night, and I could watch them from my 9th floor room. In this old part of the city I almost felt the spirit of the entertainers of the past. Liberace, Sinatra, Wayne Newton, Dean Martin.
I strolled around Fremont Street and made my way up Las Vegas Boulevard as the sun sank beneath a muave horizon. Even in the night the heat was thick, oppressive. I took photos of the Art Deco motel signs and the casino lights on The Strip, finding interest in the facade. Accepting it for what it is. Tourists flow along Las Vegas Boulevard at night in droves. Inside the casinos, once you get past the glitter and signage, the casinos are all the same. In fact, once inside, it could be Atlantic City, or any horse track slot casino in any city in America. I walked around in them listlessly, astonished that the slot machines, the black jack tables, the roulette wheels, actually hold interest for so many. I dropped a couple of dollars into a slot machine and pushed the button, and within three seconds the game was over and the money was gone.
Watching the casino card dealers do their work, flipping cards, counting chips, all very regimented and slick, it occurred to me how deep the facade of Las Vegas is. These uniformed and stone-faced card dealers rake in peoples' money with sweeps of their hands, like minions of a greedy machine. Gamblers are tricked, not by the odds, but by a characterization of gambling as exciting.
But it isn't only gambling that lures in Vegas, but sex. The full spectrum of the sex industry is on display in Las Vegas, from pornography to burlesque shows, and strip clubs to illicit massage parlors, which Las Vegas unabashedly claims it as its soul. Walking down The Strip at night there are rows of Mexican men and women, 20 or 30 of them in a gauntlet, openly attempting to hand advertisement cards to each passerby. On the cards are pictures of nude women, advertisments for prostitution and strip clubs. The cards get dropped about the sidewalks so that it seems the place is paved in porn.
For entertainment, Las Vegas is like the closet in the spare bedroom, where once-prized articles of clothing are hung and forgotten, never worn again, but not quite ready to be thrown away. Once-popular acts find a home here, long after their expiration dates have come and gone. Barry Manilow, Carrot Top, David Copperfield, Celine Dion.
I arose early in the morning and left my room, taking the 520 along with me in the elevator and through the hotel casino to check out at the registration desk. A security gaurd stopped me in the casino and asked sternly "sir, is there a reason you have a bicycle in the casino?" I coasted in low gear about Las Vegas in the morning. The whole place seemed to have a hangover. But the casinos were buzzing, and even at 7:30 a.m. there were people swilling beer and playing slots.
I remember Rich talking about visiting Las Vegas when he was a kid. Our grandparents took him and Robin, his sister, on a cross country trip, with Vegas being one of the stops. He talked of the lights, of Harrah's, of MGM Grande. I thought of him there on Las Vegas Boulevard as I walked along.
All in all, I am glad that Las Vegas exists, even if there is nothing here of interest for me, only because I admire its libertarian heart.
until later...
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Days 96 and 97: On the High Way
Another motel; my home. I can't remember the name of this place, Value Inn, Quality Inn, or something like that. It is another Indian-American-owned motel, which I knew the moment I entered the office for the scent of curry and incense. These days I don't even feel good about a motel unless I hear an Indian accent from the clerk. Today, since I have a relative short day of riding, 41 miles, I'll stay here until check out time at 11 a.m.
Yesterday's ride on Interstate 15 was fantastic. I like the highway. It was the fastest ride I've accomplished yet. I made 56 miles in about three hours. I-15 is flat, largely downhill, and with a wide shoulder. It was comforting to be on a route that was not in some remote and windswept wilderness. Today I contiunue on I-15 to Mesquite, Nevada. I'll ride through Arizona enroute, through a tricky part of the freeway at Virgin River Gorge, where shoulders narrow for a few miles. Then on to Las Vegas, where Cornerman First Class Stephen is reserving a room for me at Holiday Inn. He continues to be there in my corner between rounds.
Today the temperature is going up to 105 degrees fahrenheit. I have faced this kind of heat before, in Virginia, in Kentucky, and once through Kansas, and suprisingly it is not that much of a problem. On the bicycle the forward motion at 10 to 20 miles per hour provides a steady flow of air which cools.
On the interstate yesterday I pedaled by two police officers along the way, and they did not react, so that proves the legality of cycling on the highway here in Utah. A few cars honked in salutation, probably fellow bicycle tourers, and I gave each a salute.
I was sitting in a mountain cafe eating a burger, and songs that played over the sound system bought back memories. First it was It's Too Late, by Carol King in 1972, which brought me back to Cape May, New Jersey, as a young kid when that song was on the radio. "It's too late, though we really did try to make it, something inside has died..." The scent of the marshes and the sound of the seagulls, in the backseat of a car headed down the highway with my young parents, welled up in my mind. Next it was the song Dream Weaver, by Gary Wright in 1976, which had me in the mountains of Pennsylvania, on a school bus on a winter day. These old memories stirred something up in me, measuring life's brevity in a metric of change and loss, breaking me down there on the mountain.
In emails, I frequently get messages from those I've met along the way. Steve and Barb from Minnesota, the cyclists I met in Virginia months ago whom I described as "warm and friendly as people get," continue to keep in touch. Damon from Telluride, who gave me a day in a luxury spa, wrote saying "I know this won't be enough adventure for you. You should get on a freighter and go to China and keep going. And if you do, tell me and maybe I'll join you!" I would keep going, straight to China and onward, if I had the budget for such a trek. I would just keep pedaling and pedaling right around the world, and maybe I will.
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Day 95: High and Dry
It was a 60-mile ride over a 10,000-foot pass, up over Brian Head summit of southwestern Utah. It was the last of the high-altitude climbs, this time in semi-arid desert, first through rocky crags of gnarled Ponderosa pines and then into a moon scape at the summit, only to scream down the other side of the range to the desert valley below.
The first 40 miles of the ride were an uphill climb. The last 20 a downhill coast. I spent most of my day spinning in granny gear, going slow, foot-by-foot up the mountain. The higher I went the colder it got. I had to don my sweatshirt and put the hood up. At the top I saw Cedar Breaks National Monument, a massive canyon of yellow and orange cliffs. The descent to Cedar City was a long downhill coast then went on and on in curves; I did not pedal for the entire 20 miles.
In Cedar City I did my usual protocol, finding a McDonalds and using WiFi to get online, then calling the motels in town for the cheapest price. I ended up in a decent place for a good price, sat in the hot (warm) tub, swam in the pool for a minute, then took dinner at an all-you-can-eat salad bar.
Next I bike to St. George, about 50 miles away. This is where I begin riding on Interstate 15. If all goes well, this road will take me all the way to the ocean. At St. George I'll make another entry to make up for this abbreviated one.
until later...
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Days 86 to 94: The Last Mountain
Panguitch, Utah.I spent five days in Richfield. It's the longest period of time spent at any place on the trek. I detoured there for repairs on the 520, which accrued a broken spoke and flat tire on the high Utah plateaus. It wasn't much of a town, but it had a cheap motel and a competent bike shop, and these have become important things for me. In Richfield, there was the day the bicycle repairs were accomplished, the three days I spent doing my writing work, and the day in which I was witness to a miracle.
"Where's my wallet?" I said under my breath. I had left Richfield that morning and biked 10 miles before I realized that my wallet was not in its usual place, the handlebar bag. I checked through everything. I looked, and looked and looked, no wallet. In a panic, I set off back toward Richfield to trace my route. I pedaled hard, all the while eyeing the road shoulder for the wayward wallet. I ran through the possibilities in my mind: It may have fallen out of the handlbar bag, or I maybe I dropped it outside the store in Richfield when I got coffee earlier, or perhaps I left in on the counter. Maybe, perhaps.
It took about a mile of pedaling for the gravity of the situation to really hit me. With my wallet gone I was now without money, identification, and debit card, rendering me helpless. What would I do? Not only did this effectively end the tour, but it also meant I would have no place to stay tonight, and no food. I rode hard back to the store in Richfield, the unfolding disaster overwhelming me. I pictured how I would explain the abbreviated journey, ended in Utah because I foolishly misplaced my wallet. I thought of the 3,000 miles I'd come, and how ridiculous to be stymied not by distance or endurance, but by a stupid mistake. I imagined having to tell it. "Yes I almost rode across America, but then I lost my wallet in Utah and...""Please God, let me find my wallet," became a mantra as I pedaled. I riffed on the prayer, saying it aloud over and over as I ripped off the miles toward Richfield. Halfway there and the reality slowly dawned on me: chances are the wallet won't be found.
I stopped a few times on the sprint to Richfield to examine things on the roadside that looked like they might be the wallet, but none of them were. When I reached the store where I'd last used the wallet, I immediately asked the clerks if a wallet had been found. They shook their heads absently. I searched the parking lot, back and forth, but as the minutes passed it became clearer that the tragedy was irreversible. I must have dropped it here near the 520 after getting coffee, and someone must have found it on the ground, opened it and saw the money and now it has been stolen and is gone for good, I surmised. I was in big trouble. I was depressed. I was sad. I was bewildered. How tragic for the tour to end this way.
I called mother Moya to report the bad news. She suggested I call the police in case someone found it and turned it in to them. I felt it was such a long shot as to be a waste of time, but I needed to do something, anything, just to stave off the final acceptance that not only was I destitute in the middle of nowhere, but this three-month experience had turned sour. I called the police station, and explained the situation to a dispatcher. The dispatcher said she would send a police officer to the store parking lot to get a statement from me. I waited forty five minutes for the cop to arrive, all the while turning the problem over in my mind like a Rubics Cube, exploring every angle, examining every ramification. It was a nightmare.Finally the cop arrived."How are you doing?" the cop asked as he pulled up in his white and blue Richfield cruiser."I'm biking across the country, and I just lost my wallet, everything I need is there," I reported."Well," the cop said. "We found it."found it...found it...found it...A surge of adrenaline that coursed through my body and I sat down on the curb of the parking lot. I looked right up into the clouds and said "thank you, thank you, thank you!"
The cop said the wallet was found by a truck driver and his wife somewhere along the road. Another officer was enroute to the couple's home to retrieve the found wallet. Apparently, as I rode that morning, the wallet had been jostled out of the handlebar bag by a large bag of trail mix I'd stashed there. That is at least the best explanation I can muster.
"Just about the time you were calling the dispatcher, they were calling the other dispatcher to say they'd found a wallet," the cop said. "I figured, here's a guy from New York who lost his wallet, and here's a wallet found with a New York drivers license in it -- I figured, has to be."When another officer, this time a sheriff, pulled up and flashed the wallet in his hand with a big smile, I knew something extraordinary had just taken place. The leather in my hand, the money untouched, the license and debit card right there in their slots, seemed like a miracle.
It was only afterward that I realized the serendipity that had been embodied there, the place where I lingered the longest, where I found a bike shop to fortunately repair the 520, where I found a place to complete my work, and where the beatific wallet miracle took place: "Rich"field.
Utah continues to challenge. It's not the mountains or the empty distances that discourage, but the wind. On days when I had to ride west, I faced a headwind. On days when I had to ride north, I faced a headwind. And today, when I pedaled 55 miles south to Panguitch, I faced a headwind. Previously held notions that Kansas was windy are no longer, now it is Utah that reigns supreme as "windiest state." Big, heavy gusts come rolling across these high plateaus like molten lead. Pedaling against them is like leaning hard into a brickwall, like arm wrestling to a stalemate. The wind thuds against me and the 520 and stops us nearly still. The leg, Route 89 south, was flat with lots of downhill sections, but the wind made the effort as climbing a 55-mile mountain grade.
A storm was suspended in the sky ahead of me as I pedaled. Much like I had first seen in Colorado as I tried to outrace an encroaching storm west of Pueblo. The gun-metal blue clouds were isolated over a mountain range, where blue streaks of rain hung like curtains over the valley ahead of me. To the left and right of the suspended storm were blue skies dotted with fat cummulus clouds. When rain drops began to spatter my sun glasses, and the wind roared up, I began to look for shelter somewhere along the remote route. I stopped before a house, ready to dash to the porch if the storm fully unleashed, and began to summon passing trucks. After soliciting with outstretched thumb several passersby, finally a large passenger van pulled to a stop. A wild-haired man of about 60 signaled for me to put the 520 on a trailer the van was pulling. He agreed to take me the final four miles into Panguitch, my destination for the day. I jumped inside the van, through a door like that of a school bus, and sat on a plywood platform inside the ramshackle and messy van. It was stuffed full of what appeared to be a full household. "I live in this," the man said. He dropped me off in Panguitch where, oddly, the sun was shining hot, the air was still, and there were no storm clouds in sight. I'm not sure how that happened. "I feel foolish now," I confessed to the wild-haired man. "Better safe than sorry," he said.
Panguitch is motel central. I coasted through the 10-block town and counted about 12 motels. The town is the launching-off point for Utah parks such as Bryce Canyon and Zion National Park, and as such is a town catered to tourists. There are gift shops and restaurants with cowboy and western themes. There is the Cowboy Smoke House, and the Red Canyon Indian Store. There are signs for Indian Jewelry, Canyon Tours, Western Wear, Tack and Saddle Shop, Cowboy Gifts, and Trading Post. I went to the library, got online to search out the phone numbers for the motels in town, and called several. I found the cheapest one, Bryce Way Motel, and made it my home for the night. I walked a few block to a store, and bought two hot dogs, a can of beans, a V8 juice, and a tea. Then I showered and washed my bike clothes in the sink before laying back to plod through the television channels.
Tomorrow I will pedal over the last mountain. It is a 10,000-foot pass, a steady upward climb of about 25 or 30 miles. I am currently at about 6,000 feet elevation, making tomorrow's ride a 4,000-foot climb. Enroute to Cedar City, once I traverse that summit it is a downhill coast for about 20 miles. From Cedar City I aim for Las Vegas and increasingly horizontal terrain. I loathe the climb, but I relish the fact that tomorrow's mountain marks the final big climb of the trek. There will be no more major mountains from here on. So many mountains I've met, Appalachian, Ozark, Rocky. There was Hayters Gap, Buckhorn, Big A, Rockfish Gap, Vesuvias, Breaks, countless Ozark climbs, Monarch Pass, Lizard Head Pass, Cerro Summit, and on and on. Tomorrow's climb over the Markagunt Plateau, into the rarified air of Brian Head summit, is the end of the mountains. The long coast to Cedar City will be the beginning of a monumental descent to the Pacific Ocean. It will be the resolution of a climb that began months ago, when I crossed the Mississippi River and began the subtle grade to the Rockies and beyond.
The itinerary for the next four days is as follows: Cedar City, St. George, Mesquite, Las Vegas. I think I can reach the Pacific in about two weeks. I'd like to take a rest day in Las Vegas, then push to the coast. I have not decided where I'll finish. It was my intent originally to end the trek at my sister's home in Santa Cruz, California, but that distance adds a week to the journey, and it is a week I fear I can't afford. I have also mulled Los Angeles as the finish line, namely the Santa Monica Pier. I'll enter California and aim for the ocean, and let chance and fate decide where this trek ends.
It is hard to believe I have been pedaling a bicycle for more than three months. I've spent nearly the entire summer cycling, nearly every day. I've surpassed the 3,000-mile mark and am staring at the finish line.
until later...
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Days 83 to 85: Repaired, the Detour Pays Off
I left Bicknell at 9 a.m. and in clear weather I rode west on Route 24 about 10 miles to Lyman. It was then that the rear tire began to deflate. It was the first flat tire in the entire 3,000 miles I'd traveled to date. I suspected the tube was worn out from the trek, or perhaps punctured from a particularly sharp thorn I had been encountering along roadways throughout Utah. The thorns had stuck to my sandals in a campground three days ago, and I subsequently removed a few of them from the tires. I wondered then if the thorns would come back to haunt. I walked the 520 back to a pavilion in town and sat at a picnic bench in the shade to inspect the tube. Patching the pin hole leak, I pumped up the tire and pedaled on through Loa.What followed Loa was more desert remoteness, 50 miles of empty terrain, off-route from the Western Express and headed northwest to Richfield. There were two mountain passes to scale, one at 8,300 feet elevation and the next at 7,800 feet elevation. It was dry and shadeless, the road flanked by expanses of sage brush. The climbs up the mountain passes were among the most arduous sections of pedaling I've faced. Ever present were very strong headwinds which made pedaling strenuous. A few times I stopped on the roadside and ate from the supply of bologna, bread and trail mix I'd cargoed. I took many breaks, including stops on the roadside to pump up the patched tube three times. A long downhill into Richfield helped. I drank the last of four water bottles I hauled along the leg as I neared Richfield. Two miles from town and the tire was deflated again, but this time the tube wouldn't hold air anymore, and so I pushed the 520 the rest of the way. I tried to hitchhike, careful to solicit only pickup trucks for hauling the 520, but to no avail. Eight or ten trucks drove by without stopping. It was dusk as the sun set behind the bare mountain range to the west at 8:30 p.m. In town a couple in a truck I asked directions from gave me a ride, with the 520 in the back, and I ended up at New West Motel for the cheap rates. I showered and had pizza and soda before sleep.In the morning I scouted the town for the bicycle shop listed as being located on Main Street. On the walk I noticed that the town showed beginnings of the same blight I had seen in hundreds of similar small towns across America. Freshly closed storefronts, car dealerships, gas stations, convenience stores and restaurants, were all along the street. I stopped and grabbed a coffee-to-go at a small cafe and then continued along. I found no bicycle shop. I inquired at a sporting good store, where I was directed to Jorgensen's Honda, an auto and cycle dealership with a bicycle shop and mechanic on hand. I pushed the 520, with the flat tire and the broken spoke, the half mile to the shop and handed the 520 over to mechanic Jeff. He said the probable culprit for the puncture through the kevlar tires may indeed have been the thorn I suspected, which he called Goat Head thorn. He inspected the tires and removed a few more thorns deeply embedded in the tire. He also had the right size spoke on hand. When finished, the 520 was outfitted with heavy duty thorn-resistant inner tubes, a chain cleaning, a spoke, a new strap for the right pedal, a trued wheel, and a lube, and is ready to roll again. Jeff gave me a bottle of lube, a couple of extra spokes, and an extra tube, to take along with me. Then I returned to the room to do some work. I went to a grocery store later for chicken, beans, salad, bagel, and milk, for dinner back at the room.Moya, Jennifer and I explored a site called Westwater Ruins, 1,000-year-old remnants of an Anasazi Indian village in eastern Utah. The Anasazi, ancestors of modern day Pueblo Indians, made a community there in the canyon. To access the ruins we hiked about a half of a mile over a broad dome of rock amid sparse flora, juniper and pine trees, cacti and tufts of desert grasses. The sun blazed on the rocks. Nearly devoid of sound, the three of us found we could talk to one another from quite a distance, our voices carrying in the ampitheater-like bowls and ledges of the place.During our ride, Jennifer and I went off the road a bit to see a historical marker, which ended up being a fenced-in gravesite and a hand-made metal sign, explaining the story of a settler killed by Indians. The letters on the sign were each hand soldered or welded. There were spelling errors. The author used the word "calvary" for "cavalry," and someone corrected the mistake in black marker. Also in marker, someone changed the word "settle" to "steal." Jennifer and I laughed aloud at the rough-hewn sign.Entering Fruita, I rode into an oasis where I picked apples in an orchard. The unlikely patch of green in the desert sprouts up in a canyon around the Fremont River. On the walls of the canyon are petraglyphs etched in the rock by ancient people who inhabited the oasis. At the orchards, people wander around through the trees to pick apples, then weigh them on a scale and put the payment through a slot in a box. I took four yellowish green apples, which cost me $1, and ate them over the next two days.In the high-altitude desert everything is different. Riding into Utah was like coming into a power field of some sort. There is a sense foreboding amidst the vast distances of empty and arid desert, looming mountains, and odd rock formations, that invokes a certain seriousness. This place can kill. To range here, particularly on bicycle, requires some forethought about water supply, distances, emergency plans, lack of cell phone reception, the unshaded sun, and the frigid nights. Along the roads there are no houses, gas stations, or rest stops, just sage brush expanses and road. The seriousness of the land seems a subtle trait of people here. On the road, motorists don't bother waving, but stay focused on the road ahead.I've had to do some work this week, and so took a room in Richfield for a couple of days. It's a small town, but served me well by having a competent bicycle shop, a cheap and quiet motel, WiFi, a large grocery store, the things I needed for a bit of reclusion. The detour off the ACA maps was worthwhile.until later...(click to enlarge)
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Day 82: Off the Maps
I had planned to stay on the Western Express route until Nevada, but a mechanical problem has me abandoning the route today to ride to the closest bicycle shop, located in Richfield, Utah, for the repair.
A broken spoke, signified by a terse ping sound, as I rode through central Utah, stopped me in my tracks two days ago. I sat on the side of the road amid the desert flora and made the fix, easily replacing the broken spoke with one of the spares I brought from New York City, only to find that the spoke was the wrong size. A bike shop gave me spokes made for 700c wheels and not the 27-inch wheels the 520 is oufitted with. Next to a cactus on the roadside, I thought of Al Pacino as Richard Roma in Glencarry Glen Ross, saying "What you are hired to do, is to help us. Does that seem clear to you? To help us. Not to (expletive deleted) us up!"
I replaced the broken spoke with one of the 700c spokes, which is too short, and as such remains too loose to do its job of keeping the wheel true. The wobble could be considered slight, yet apparent. I've gone 70 miles so far on the ill-fitting spoke, my front wheel wobbling out of true the whole way. Today on the 54-mile push from Bicknell to Richfield, Utah, I must ride again on the bad spoke. There is a bike shop in Richfield which today lies 52 miles away, where I must remedy the problem.
From Richfield I'll be on Interstate 70, and pedal a half day to reach Interstate 15, to begin the fast run to Las Vegas along the freeway. Riding on an interstate is not the first choice of most touring bicyclists, in fact it's generally shunned, but at this point it represents the fastest and safest way to get to the coast, which time and budget demand. Fortunely, bicycles are permitted on interstates in Utah, Nevada, Arizona and California. I'll take parallel roads when I can. The highway won't be as peaceful or scenic as along the former route, but I've done my share of America's backroads and don't lament a dash for the end on the fast, and mostly flat and down hill interstates from Richfield, Utah, to Barstow, California.
My mother Moya, on her way home from visiting me in Utah, reported that the entirety of I-15 along the aforementioned route is more or less bicycle friendly, with several sections of narrow shoulder at Virgin River Gorge, Arizona, representing the only challenging spots between Cedar City, Utah, and Las Vegas.
I rode two times with a cyclist from New York City named Luke who I met in Telluride. A Marine Lieutenant, the 26-year-old from the Lower East Side is traversing the Western Express to San Francisco. We cranked out miles through Utah on two seperate occassions, once before the Mom and Jennifer visit, and once after. It was the stretch of miles before Torrey where I had just finished addressing the broken spoke problem that Luke appeared, coasting over a hill in my direction. It was good to have another cyclist with me, not only for drafting in the fierce headwinds we faced, but for company on those dual 60-mile rides.
Since entering Utah, three months into this thing, the nature of the trek has changed. I pedal each day mechanically, robotically, aiming only for the end. What was once a trek of discovery, is now a challenge of endurance. Yet, that has not diminished the rich experience or intent, as I acknowldge fatigue as necessary and inevitable on such a journey. In these remote stretches of Utah a new perspective has dawned, in which the epic nature of this three-month endeavor is more apparant than ever. It is hard to fathom how far I've come, how many people I've met, how many places I've seen, how many miles I' ve pedaled, how many days I've been out here. Yet I still have 600 miles to go, from here in Bicknell, Utah, where I am writing from a motel room, to Los Angeles. There will of course be another few hundred miles to Santa Cruz, but to reach the ocean will mark the significant continental crossing I've endeavored for since May. All this resolves the day when the Pacific Ocean makes the horizon, and the 520 is across America.
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Days 81 to 83: Desert Riding
Seeing my mother Moya and sister Jennifer arrive in Monticello, Utah to meet me was having the sun break through the clouds. It was a joy and relief to find familiarity amid the long and lonely last days of this trek, now through austere desert. They drove hours from California to participate in the tour, as they annointed me with their smiling faces and hugs. When the three of us were united there in the stark Utah remoteness I felt the bonds between us shine like sunlighted quartz in the desert.
And so we camped, ate spaghetti Jennifer prepared at camp, made a bonfire, cycled through the desert, and made a day together that was, as Moya said, "one of the best days we ever had." After a night in tents, we hit the road. Moya drove ahead to select rest spots along the road as Jennifer and I sailed with a swiftness along the cactus and rock formation-lined road. Jen was a capable and strong rider, and kept up with me over a few hills without pause. With her on a shiny and sleek road bike, and me on the tired and battered 520, we rode alternately abreast and single file in the Utah wind, pointing out scenes along the way, chatting, pushing hard up hills, coasting fast down them. In the empty desert, Jennifer's presence was warm and radiant as we pedaled shoulder to shoulder along the road.
This Utah landscape is extraordinary and extreme. Never have open roads, in full light of the day, felt so lonely. The canyons are lined with oddly shaped rock formations, rocks that seemed melted, cliff faces that seemed carved, color striations that seemed painted. Here marks the first landscape in America which yielded complete silence. When the wind ceased, and I stood surrounded by the desert, I heard for the first time in years, nothing. Through those canyons the silence was tainted only by the sound of my spinning chain and wheels. When my mother and sister left, the lonely expanse of the desert was never so windswept and empty.
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